Remember remember...Pt 2

I just mentioned about turn of events in my life in my previous post.

The more I think about it, the funnier it gets.

And I think sometimes I need to learn my lesson. And the lesson is, never EVER have a girl as an enemy or as an argue partner. You may never know how both of you may just end up.

And to me, it took a very big twist.

The first was a girl who I seem to like to argue with and tease in high school. Ever since Form 2, we were constantly at each other's neck. We irritated each other so much that sometimes we both had to enroute our paths if we happen to bump into each other. But then, we had a truce by the end of our high school years and continued being friends. But things didn't stop there. A few years went by and we even ended up being in a relationship with each other. That ended last year though.

And now, almost the same incident arose. Only, I wasn't such an enemy to this girl back in high school. We, or more appropriately, her, liked teasing ME about random stuffs. But then we also became closer friends after high school and then, a relationship with each other as well.

The first incident was a more extreme turn of event compared to the second.

So boys and girls, never go along teasing girls around you or making enemies. You may never know what fate can do to your little "friendship".

It's an exception to me though. Huahahahaha....

Remember remember...the 5th of December...

Every once in a while, it's just good to sit back and relax in an empty, quiet room. Where everything halts during that moment and your mind can wander where ever it wants to go.

And every now and then, I'll just reflect on my life. The things I've done, friends who've been in and out of my life. A little depressing? Maybe. But I should look back and see what I've done.

Laugh at the fun times I had, the jokes made, time spent with friends from the past, hearts made and hearts broken, the great times and the depressing time. The immature times which seem all funny now and times when I got into troubles for things I did. Memories.

And it made me laugh at how some turn of events happened.

I remembered that, during high school, I wasn't close to someone. He was more of just an acquaintance rather than a friend and I remember how we used to boast to each other about things we can do and whatnot. We weren't much close to each other and I think we don't even like bumping into each other.

But ever since we left high school, we got reacquainted. We started hanging out and that's when the surprising turn of events started taking place. We got closer and we started hanging out and chatting even more. Shared problems and just simply goofing around for fun. We listened to each other and encouraged one another.

Soon enough, we became the best of friends. At least to me though. We'd share stupid antics and talk about almost everything and anything. When there was someone I needed to talk to, he was there listening. And it made me wonder, why couldn't we get along sooner rather than later. Well, there's no better time than now.

He's my pal and he's my bro.

And, ps: Bro, you'd better graduate and get back here A.S.A.P. or I'm starting my Enzo model without you. Muahahahahahahahaha.........

I NEED A VACATION!!!! I WANT A VACATION!!!!

I wanna go for a vacation. Picked out 2 good locations to do so.

• Redang Island
• Perhentian Island

Redang Island

Perhentian Island

Now I'm trying to decide which destination to go.

Both have beautiful beaches and this time of the year is the best time to actually visit there. The usual vacation season at the end and the beginning of the year is the monsoon season. That's why throughout the years, I didn't have the chance to visit there.

Both islands are remote and therefore, there's nothing else you can do except relax and enjoy the beach and water activities. Pretty much what I need.

So, baby, which island?? Waiting for your decision.

Anybody can give me a suggestions on which island is better? Preferably with experience with visiting both or either islands.



But first up, PD this weekend. Wheeee~~

Ponder ponder

Here's a situation to ponder about.

Have any of you ever had that situation where, you already know something someone is about to do and you reveal it to them. You already have a very good hunch and all signs already lead to a decision or action that person has probably already made but, that person still goes on denying that fact and continues to contradict you. And in the end, what ever hunch you had actually came true.

Is that any different from lying? Or maybe that person is just lying to him/herself.

Should one feel hurt and angry or no feelings whatsoever?

So go ahead, ponder about it for a while.

Random-ity pt 3

Since nowadays I'm quite lazy in blogging about daily events, I'll just list most of it as random stuffs.

• Ca Jien Er Guo has been unofficially made me and SY's song.
• Happy birthday to Rainbow Ng
• Happy birthday to Chrystal aka Kissital Giam
• Olympics have officially ended. No more bugging about sports events and channels.
• Do not want to be in the shoes of the head of the Olympics organizing team of Great Britain for London 2012.
• Job assessment will be done at the end of this week. Better "work" hard.
• My burning passion for design is starting to extinguish.
• I rarely spend adequate time with my family these days. Been out too much. sigh.
• Need to continue pushing weights.
• Feels anger when I hear about bfs who hit their gfs. I swear I will smash them with the iron rod in my car if I ever happen to be nearby an incident whereby the girl involved is a friend.
• Loves the sound of my Taylor Big Baby.
• Feels like I need to throw 70% of the things in my room out.
• Wants to buy new car models. Haven't bought many since I started working.
• Wants to play Racedriver GRID and GTA 4 on my PC. But somehow I don't know why I don't find the time to buy the game.
• Wants to change the rims and tires on my car. Envy of Tim who got to change his rims and tires.
• Hopes enough people will go for next week's PD trip.
• Hopes SY will be able to decide where she wants to go for a vacation after her exam. I'm lazy in deciding where to go for vacation. lol.

Damn. It's so early and I'm sleepy. Night-o.

Random-ity Pt 2

Weekly randoms.

• Random.
• Rondam.
• Financial burden starting to sink in.
• Gone to Asia Cafe 3 times in a week.
• Celebrated Jimbo's birthday.
• Finally stressed out by work.
• Feeling so free the moment no one replies my emails while at work.
• My car is starting to drink up my petrol.
• Bloody petrol are like water now. Evaporates in an instance.
• Needs a vacation. Preferably somewhere far. And, no bro, not as far as Aus. LOL
• Waiting for someone to finish exam to go on vacation.
• Started listening back to chinese songs vigorously. (no thanks to someone.lol)
• Hooked to one song currently. *Playback**playback**faints*
• Want to mod my car. Or you can say pimp my ride.
• Wanna add an air intake system in my car and new suspensions and brakes. Maybe even new stereos, a DVD player and an LCD monitor. Any contributors or donors?
• Thinking about whether I'll eventually pass my final class in TOA.
• Muscles aching because I pushed too much weights in gym.
• Haven't practice my guitar the whole week. Will die at Kevin's hands this Sunday.
• Losing my mind these days.
• Bwahahahahakakakakanyahnyahnyah
• Okay, that was really random.
• My office PC is just sitting there staring at me with its 22inch face.
• I wanna skip work a while to go 'get some glass bottle samples for the company' and maybe go out with someone in the process. Lol.
• Laziness at work starting to sink in.
• My favourite pair of jeans had been sitting in the laundry basket FOR A WHOLE WEEK. Dammit, I don't feel too confident without it.
• Been in one too many meetings these days at work.
• Stupid Kampai Asia Pacific, reply my emails laaaaaaaahhhh. I damn bored okay waiting for your approval or amendments for your design.
• Lucky not to be the one called to go to Saudi Arabia. *points at Vivian and laughs*
• Feel like jumping into the automobile industry now because of all the supercar pics.
• Wondering why the heck Proton do not push their limits to produce their own supercar instead of just sitting back and shaking leg. Useless bunch of shits.
• A Proton supercar would just explode on our highways the moment it reaches above 200kmh. And I do mean literally explode. As in burst into flames and die a horrible death.
• Wanna sleep now.
• zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.............
• Apuchoke whattheheck.
• Bleh. Ran out of randoms.

Back to whatever I should be doing. Ta.

I got the pics!!!!

I err.....got to steal these pics from JT's blog. Here's how the night went on James' birthday.

Birthday boy himself

JT and Shaza

Sammie and Chin Hou (wondering when is Royce gonna fall from the sky)

Will.I.Am aka William

Ben aka Ah Bun Chew =.=

Biker dude Cal

Me having my nice cup of Choc Cream Frap.

Shaz showing off her new green Mac Book. They were editing music.

Birthday boy seems happy. Very happy.

The group.

Sammie posing and Ben wondering what's she doing.

Sam seems hyped about something. No one knows what.

Okay, that's practically how the whole night looks. Wished there was a pic of me laughing my ass off at their jokes.

Wait...those aren't meant for you to see. Nitez.

Happy Birthday Jimbo Lee

Okay, this post was a day late. But I thought of blogging the whole event altogether last night. Got lazy in the end and delayed it by a few hours.

18/8 - HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY JAMES LEE aka JIMMY LEE aka JIMBO LEE aka HJAMNES

Few of the original Shidios had a small gathering to celebrate this wonderful occasion *choke**cough* at Asia Cafe last night. Those present were none other than birthday boy Jimbo, Cal, William, Sammie, Shaza, Junn Tseng, Chin Hou, Ben and your truly. For me, it's been like months since I last gathered with them for meals and drinks.

Pics will be included later as I need to steal them from JT. Overall during meals, everyone had small chats to catch up and so on.

After dinner, we walked across the street for Starbucks and more chat. The space in Asia Cafe was adequate but it was way too noisy and the table is spaced too far apart for comfort.

Damn, I haven't laughed so much in such a long time. They're still the bunch of jokers that can crack jokes or tease Ben so badly that my chest hurts laughing. Poor Ben. He's still the subject of teasing when we all sit together. But he's cool with it and he jokes and laughs along. We tried getting Jimbo to do some crazy stuffs since it's his birthday but he refused. Lots of weird suggestions.

Jimbo: All those suggestions are morally wrong. At least in Malaysia
Shaza: Well, at least they're morally fun.

And William was asking James to ask a random girl about something that has to do with cheeseburger and "nom nom nom". He said it so fast that it's funny but I couldn't catch the whole phrase properly.

JT: Be a man, do the right thing.
Willie: Be a thing, do the right man
Me: *rolls on the floor laughing*

Actually planned for a party over at James' place this Saturday but most of the gang can't make it. And Ben's been asking us who wants to go Europe backpacking with him in 2009. sigh. I wanna go. Need cash. Sleep at the side of the roads or on stairs or find airports, Ben? Maybe even railstations and buses. LOL

Will update on the pics another time.

Like Only My Woman Can

Brian McFadden - Like Only A Woman Can

I wasn't perfect
I done a lot of stupid things
Still no angel
I wasn't looking for forgiveness
I wasn't laid up by my pride
Just shocked by her attention

Did someone sign me up for love?
I didn't want it
But now I can't live without it

Chorus
She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I'm sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

She's kinda perfect
She's kinda everything I'm not
Yes, she's an angel
It's amazing how she's patient
Even more at times I'm not
She's my conscience

But who decided I'd be hers?
I want to hate them
Cause now I can't live without her

Chorus

Like only a woman can

But who decided I'd be hers?
I want to hate them
Cause now I can't live without her

Chorus

Think I should be careful of what I wish for.

God knows too well. And He has provided me with someone who's doing exactly what I've always wanted.

But now I feel indifferent.

Happy though. Should analyse it for a moment.

This time, maybe I should put some room in between rather than seeing her everyday.

A little space makes the heart grow fonder.



SATURDAY

Didn't think that a girl can be more anxious and excited about watching an Olympic badminton match compared to guys.

And I didn't realise it would also be that fun to watch a match in 1U's center court, on their giant monitor along with someone and a whole bunch of other people.

Watching China's mixed doubles get kicked out of the semis by Indonesia T_T

I'm now very hooked to Li Sheng Jie's Ca Jian Er Guo. *blaming Lionel*

Kept listening to it. Waiting til I officially get sick of it.

*Chorus only*
他不會是個好男人　也不會是個好情人
ta bu hui shi ge hao nan ren, ye bu hui shi ge hao qing ren
He's not a good man, and is not a good lover either

你對我說　我們只是擦肩而過
ni dui wo shuo, wo men zhi shi ca jian er guo
To me, we are just two people who had a brief encounter

好的男人有那麼多　少了他的日子也能過
hao de nan ren you na me duo, shao le ta de ri zi ye neng guo
There are so many good men out there; without him, life will still go on

我不會再讓你寂寞　也不會讓你更難過
wo bu hui zai rang ni ji mo, ye bu hui rang ni geng nan guo
I will no longer make you feel lonely, and I won't let you feel more hurt

你聽我說　要好好學著去生活
ni ting wo shuo, yao hao hao xue zhe qu sheng huo
Listen to me, you must learn how to live well

就算未來有多少錯　至少還有我的問候　我的溫柔陪你渡過
jiu suan wei lai you duo shao cuo, zhi shao hai you wo de wen hou, wo de wen rou pei ni du guo
Even if the future has many wrongs, at least you'll have my greeting and my warmth, accompanying you through the days

Nuts about donuts (Big Apple style)

Sometimes I think the company I'm working for is trying to make us all gain weight and then lose it by working our ass off.

Okay, that was random.

But my boss just brought back a box of a dozen Big Apple donuts for me and 2 of my colleagues.

Isn't that evidence enough?





I need to gain weight though. *starts munching*

I dislike it when people find my weak spot.

I hate being tickled. Can't stand it.

Ouch.

And someone went on the whole night doing so.Sigh.

T.T



Wait...okay, you guys DID NOT just read all this.

Dilemma

I've been having a lot of things to think of these days.

Work, personal life, friends, etc.

But there's just one thing that's playing around in my mind. A dilemma.

I feel happy. I'm glad I did what I did. But I wonder to myself, should I travel the same path I did more than a year ago? Am I ready to accept this? Should I go on with this or call it off before it's too late?

It's not that I don't want to. I just don't wanna regret it if anything did happen further down the way.

*sigh*

Dilemma dilemma.

To goulash or not to goulash

Finally gotten the time to remind myself to search for the recipe for Hungarian Goulash. Not the dry version but the broth version. And it's made with beef.

Now I'm finding a free time for me to sit at home and slowly experiment on it. Lol.


HUNGARIAN GOULASH

2 lbs. beef for stew, cut into 1" cubes
1 med. onion, sliced
1 sm. clove garlic, finely chopped or 1/8 tsp. instant minced garlic
1/4 c. shortening
1 1/2 c. water
3/4 c. catsup
2 tbsp. Worcestershire sauce
1 tbsp. packed brown sugar
2 tsp. salt
2 tsp. paprika
1/2 tsp. dry mustard
Dash of cayenne red pepper
1/4 c. cold water
2 tbsp. flour or 1 tbsp. cornstarch
Noodles (below)

Cook and stir beef, onion and garlic in shortening until beef is brown; drain. Stir in 1 1/2 cups water, the catsup, Worcestershire sauce, brown sugar, salt, paprika, mustard and red pepper. Heat to boiling; reduce heat. Cover and simmer until beef is tender, 2 to 2 1/2 hours.

Shake 1/4 cup cold water and the flour in tightly covered container; stir gradually into beef mixture. Heat to boiling, stirring constantly. Boil and stir 1 minute. Serve over hot noodles. 6 to 8 servings.

NOODLES: Drop 8 ounces uncooked noodles into 6 cups rapidly boiling salted water (4 teaspoons salt). Heat to rapid boiling. Cook, stirring constantly, 3 minutes. Cover tightly. Remove from heat and let stand 10 minutes; drain.

Do-ahead Tip: Hungarian Goulash can be covered and frozen no longer than 4 months. Cover and heat frozen goulash and 1/2 cup water over medium-low heat, turning occasionally, until hot and bubbly, about 30 minutes.



I loved it the last time I had it in a western restaurant.

Some people just don't get things very fast.

Not everything has to be told crystal clear for you to understand. Analyse it for yourself. If you really can't get the hidden message behind something someone told you, then only ask PROPERLY. Not everything can just be told to everyone openly.

No one would just start throwing temper for nothing. There must be something to set it off. There is NOTHING that I would just simply do for no reason. I would only invoke serious issues for a reason because I would not raise serious issues without considering the consequences. Every action I carry out is accountable to the reason, reaction and the consequence that follows. So next time, bloody ask and understand the situation before you even THINK of questioning it. You don't know the turn of events or the situations to be saying ridiculous and possibly the most infuriating things to me.

If you're using a certain person's name as a personal attack on me, well, I've got news. I'm making this very personal.

I can forgive all the other issues. But that is one issue I WILL NOT overlook.

I've been getting weird feelings inside.

And I have a blog just to throw it all out.

No, it's not here and no, you all can't read or access it.

It shall become my private journal now since it's no longer in use.

Useless without my horn...and I'm not a viking

I feel so darn useless without my horn these days.

I think the person who fixed my bumper either forgot to plug it back or failed to plug it back properly or it was damaged during the accident (read previous previous previous post)

And these days, I seem to be in a rush more than normal going to get errands done and so forth. And it also so happen these days irritatingly slow drivers all suddenly spring out from the ground and block the road in front of me or tend to cut my queue at a very dangerous distance.

All this happening and I can press on the center area of my steering wheel. There's just no sound coming out from there.

Of all days, today was the worse as I was rushing around to get my project completed for college. At the most crucial hour where I need to compile everything and print, I left my storyboard all the way back home. Along my way rushing back and forth, so many drivers made it their point to irritate me further as I was already bubbling inside with frustration.

Bright and early tomorrow morning I'm going to bang at my local workshop's grill and have him open to fix it.

I need my horn back. I miss my horn.

Pretenders

I hate pretentious people.

People who acts in a certain way when they're around some people or people of the opposite sex and,when you turn your back,they act back the way they were. Two-faced jackasses.

Some people act all goody-goody when they're out with friends or people of the opposite sex. They try to show their good side or pretend to be someone they're not totally. But when they're around very familiar people, they act WAYYYY different. They act the way they usually are.

And this problem is not just for guys who try to pick up girls or show girls that they're some sort of "gentlemen" (when in truth they're not) but this problem can also fall on girls. Yes, I also know someone who's like that. Different from the way I see her and the way her friends see her.(NOT someone you may be thinking)

It's really bullshit. It's okay if you just want to be slightly polite or try to be better from who you usually are. But a full 180degrees change?? Please.

If people like you, they'll like you for whatever your attitude and personality may be. But if they don't when you show them who you really are, then it's obvious you need a personality change. And if you do change, you change and you show EVERYONE that your attitude had changed for everyone. Not just for particular someones.

And for some people who don't know another person well, don't go pretend and lie to yourself that you know them well to say things that only friends do. You really don't. So observe the formality and stop pretending.

For those who felt something, I DON'T CARE if you don't talk to me after this. I just need to get this off my chest.

I really do hate pretenders.

Once a pretender, always will be a pretender. And you'll never know who you really are.

Rage

I have a rage. I'm not denying it. Don't make me angry. You won't like me when I'm angry. And when I'm angry I become this:

All green and big and half naked. Nah, I'm just kidding.

But seriously, I have a temper. And quite a bad one if provoked. For those who just knew me not long, this is an early warning from me. I don't want someone to "accidentally" get killed without knowing why.

A lot of you have seen me being around you, all smiling and laughing and cracking lame jokes (I know they're lame. Leave me alone.) I have quite a high tolerance point (perasan) in which I can stand and overlook a lot of things if they're not personal. Even if someone's just plain irritating, at most I will just ignore you. And I can stand criticism towards me but you'll have to justify your criticism as well. I can be friends with a lot of people easily.

But there comes a time when there are people who just HAD to cross that border. To a point past my tolerance. When that point comes, I'll commit the sin of wrath. Only a certain amount of people had actually seen me in rage. When I'm in rage mode, I lose all feelings of pain, rationale and compassion. I can break the bones in my fist if it means breaking that person's face (in the case of a female, I'll hit something nearby just as hard. Someone has seen it.) And I won't feel any pain until I've cooled down enough to realise it. But before that, all hell had broken loose. Yes, I'm crazy when I'm raging mad.

There's also the thing about making friends. Sure I can see someone for the first time and quickly become friends with you. But if that person abuses my "friendly" nature, the same fate comes upon them but not in the form of rage. More to just anger.

For those who see me all joyful and joking around, but still choose to cross my path, my friend Erwin will be more than happy to fulfill his promise to me by sending some of his Indian guys to send anyone who offends me back to meet their Father in Heaven. Or maybe hell since they chose to commit suicide.

I would love to be a friend to everyone. And I can be. Just don't someone take my cheerful, light-hearted personality for granted by choosing to offend me. I don't offend easily, but if I do, don't be surprised by the consequences.

And I actually vouched to break someone's head in with the metal rod I have in my car for flirting continuously with someone I loved last time.

Hmmm...food for thought.

Plastic

Shit wei. My Myvi's bumper is freaking soft plastic.

The workshop just bloody hot blew the thing to make it soft and pressed it back to shape.

Oh, by the way, for those who weren't present at the scene, God decided to punish me for keeping a "no 'serious damage' accidents" record for way too long by having a fucking Mercedes emergency brake in front of me and my bloody brakes inadequate to cope with the situation.

Result, a dented bumper. So freaking pissed off. And bloody bastard old man can come down and ask me what am I dreaming while I'm driving.

HOW THE BLOODY HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DREAM WHEN I HAVE A PASSENGER IN MY CAR AND YOU FUCKING SLAMMED YOUR BRAKES, OLD HAG!!!

And to spoil my day even more, his Mercedes doesn't even suffer a freaking scratch. Crap. Luckily the restoration process done didn't cost much and it looks like it had never gotten a dent. Thanks to my friend who had to calm me down the whole day on Saturday because I was so pissed off. And I promised her it was supposed to be her day to celebrate her freedom from her grueling college projects and exams. My bad.

I love my car but she's as soft as a tin can that I can crush with 3 fingers.

I don't care. She's fast.

I wonder what makes some people think that, whatever their decision in a relationship, they're not accountable to their partner. Not for all types of decisions but some decisions.

If we're in a relationship, something that we do which can affect the relationship should be properly considered whether it may affect your partner rather than doing it just because YOU THINK THAT YOU LIKE IT AND YOU DON'T MIND. I find that to be bullshit. In a relationship, it's never just about you. It's about you AND the person you're with.

Every decision, every flirt attempt with another person, every word said to another person. It's all accountable be it just fooling around or serious. Almost everything we do that may, even indirectly, involve your partner, has to be taken into deep consideration such as going out with another person of the opposite sex or even an unexplainable sudden long conversation on the phone with a person of the opposite sex. Most of you would think "well, it's all about trusting your partner." Why do you think most couples would AT LEAST inform his/her gf/bf as to who they're going out with or where they're going? It's not that we're forced to report. It's just a sense of commitment to another person. And it's not like we don't or choose not to trust our partners, but, there must be something that can assure us that we can continue to place our trust. There are people who had been affected by lost of trust and they tend to need more assurance.

Trust builds. It's not created or granted overnight.

As an example I used to give to some people: If I'm in a relationship but I'm out with another person of the opposite sex, I tend to inform my gf. It's not that I'm someone's bitch or something, but it's just rightful to do so because I don't want to abuse the trust of the person I love. Secondly, I would mostly only go out with someone who's also in a relationship to avoid any misunderstanding or any difficulties of dealing with jealousy. It's also to avoid myself from falling for that person when I know that person also has a bf.

The person constantly going out for movies with me is also only doing so because her bf can't spend adequate time with her. Even after all the unhappiness she feels, she still informs him about who she's going out with and where.

If there's one despicable thing I won't do, is that I won't flirt with someone else's gf. Don't even mention about stealing someone's gf or even convincing that person to break up. Everyone deserves a chance to try to be together unless it's certain cases that it's obvious the girl shouldn't be with that certain guy. But that would be a serious case,i.e. abuse, threats, etc.

If a person continues to subject his/her partner with issues that may break a person's trust, then I really think this person has never really thought about his/her partner and consider the consequences. I used to trust the person I love until she breaks that trust after I had given several warnings to ensure the trust I place isn't affected. But unfortunately, it's still abused. Now I won't place total trust in the next person I love until after a while being together.

Like I said before, if your partner doesn't care, then better question where do you stand in his/her priority and life.

Someone tell me I'm crazy.

Nevermind, I'll tell myself.

"You're crazy, Chris Yuen."

Why? Why?

"Because you just went for 2 consecutive days of The Mummy. And it's not all THAT good."

Yea, a little out of my mind. Saturday and Sunday watching the same movie. Luckily it was with 2 different person. If it was with the same person, somebody had better call the funny house.

Can I help it if it were 2 different girls who wanted to watch it? I can't turn them down. =(

Oh well, my review for the movie is that it's not all THAT nice. Worth watching, maybe not for a second time.....in a row. Somehow prefer the first and second movie rather than this one. I somehow find myself not fond of the way the westerners mix chinese and english language together in the same movie. It gets a little irritating after a while when a chinese person starts speaking more english than chinese when there are other chinese actors involved. What more, when the actors/actresses who, at the beginning of the movie spoke chinese to each other, later spoke english amongst themselves. In my opinion, the blend didn't work well.

Officially not fond of Michelle Yeoh's acting. Bleh.

Thanks to Junn Tseng who got me great seats in the cinema. I wonder how he knows which row to buy so that the screen is directly in front. Not lower and not higher.

The unexplainable JT.

Someone 'decided' to give me a link to some horoscope website. Some of it sounds quite true. I don't really know. Don't wanna blow my own trumpet.

Why don't some of you girls who are on good terms with me give me some comments. I'm not going to judge myself. Would be vain, wouldn't it?

ARIES

Your positive traits:

• You're quite the charmer. You've got the wit and attitude to attract almost anyone you meet.
• Out spoken and honest, any date knows how they stand with you.
• Fearless, independent, and willing to try anything twice - your dates should expect the unexpected.

Your negative traits:

• You tend to be vain, and you expect your partner to feed that vanity often with complements.
• Hot tempered and impulsive, you've occasionally ended things ... only to regret it later.
• You're obsessed with being the best, most loved girlfriend or boyfriend your sweetie's ever had.

Your ideal partner:

• A risk taking, free spirit like yourself - who can keep up with your latest wild child antics.
• Someone stylish, attractive, and fit... who can keep you attracted for months.
• Is hard to get - and lets you pursue things. You prefer to be the chaser, not the one being chased.

Your dating style:

Wild, unpredictable, fun, and daring. Your ideal date may involve a couple motorcycles or naked skydiving.

Your seduction style:

• Honest and direct - you have no need for romance or much foreplay.
• Show off. You like to show your lover how you're the best ever.
• Ambitious. You often like to go all night - or aim for multiple orgasms.

Tips for the future:

• Start to believe in second and third chances. You don't have to dump them so fast.
• Savor the process. Sometimes the best part of falling in love is taking things in slow motion.
• Let go of comparisons. If someone's with you, then you've already one. Stop worrying about exes.

Best color to attract mate: Red

Best day for a date: Tuesday

Some of it definitely MAY NOT be true.

What people have so much time to research on all this stuffs anyway?

For those of you who frequent my blog, you'll notice that a lot of posts are missing.

No, you're not experiencing technical problems.

I simply deleted them. Things that are useless to me now and memories I don't need.

Sorry Chui Mei, looks like you can't keep yourself up to date about my life through my blog. Tell you in person someday, kay?


And now I say goodbye
to you
once an angel in my eye
now a memory past due
it was great, I thought it would last
but now, all we had is purely in the past
I have my pride, I faced my fall
I'm leaving it all behind and standing tall
I don't ever want to cry
no more for you
The past has simply taught me to say 'goodbye'
to all that's left of you.
And a simple goodbye, is nothing new.