This week was kind of better than last week.
Been having training for New Product Development design with an experienced glass designer in our sister company called Glass Solution, all the way in Sri Hartamas. But I have to say, most of the things taught were things I've acquired from the designer here at Glaspak. Makes not much difference with just some extra info to update me. But they were fun and so was the company's CEO. They would have some food and wine for those of us who attended the training.
And the CEO barged into the office yesterday, saying that he wants a conference table in our office area. And suddenly, turned to me and say........
"I want a proper, bigger table for him also. He's a designer. He needs his space. I want a proper workplace for him.", says the boss to an office furniture provider.
=)
Tuesday night, after dinner, went over to Sri Bidara to meet up with some youth church members for a drinks and supper session, or you may call it yumcha session. Was fun. Sorry, no photos available. We were having drinks with our ex youth pastor and now head pastor of a church in Damansara. Been a while since we had drinks and chat with him. Or at least, for me.
Sarah, Xin Wei and Samantha were having their funny moments as always and snapping their cameras away. The rest were either talking or watching tv there where it was showing WWE RAW.
After drinks, Johnny, Tim, Sarah, Jimmy, Melissa, Samantha and I headed over to Racks for some rounds of good ol' pool. Been a while since we went there unlike last year where almost every week after cell group we would go there. Miss those times. But everyone's getting busier and busier and more and more of us are starting to work. Not so young anymore, are we?
But it was fun. Beat Johnny twice in playing 9 ball. And Samantha, who's trying this for the first time, didn't do bad either. She at least 'touched' the correct balls with the cue ball. And sank one or 2 balls. LOL Pity her, she got a little confused when a few of us were teaching different methods to play because, everyone does it almost differently. The way we stand, the way we aim, the way we position our hand to aim, etc etc. But it was a good night nontheless.
Now, back to work =p
Friday, July 11, 2008
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
Random Feelings
Don't know why I woke up so early today and lay on my bed for more than 3 hours before getting up to prepare for work.
So much things going through my mind.
My head feels like blowing up with all the thoughts running through.
My heart is aching.
The song I placed on my blog just a week ago finally played on the national radio. Was kinda tired of listening to it after consecutively listening to it for a whole week on my Winamp.
sigh.
Never felt so crappy in my whole life.
I want everything solved and done as soon as possible. Don't wanna keep thinking about all this anymore.
So much things going through my mind.
My head feels like blowing up with all the thoughts running through.
My heart is aching.
The song I placed on my blog just a week ago finally played on the national radio. Was kinda tired of listening to it after consecutively listening to it for a whole week on my Winamp.
sigh.
Never felt so crappy in my whole life.
I want everything solved and done as soon as possible. Don't wanna keep thinking about all this anymore.
Friday, July 04, 2008
My Big Baby
I have a big baby on my hands.
She's beautiful.
She's fair.
She's fine.
Her voice is pure bliss.
I love her a lot.
Gone to so much trouble just to get her. Lots of arguement and problems along the way. She was out of my reach but now, she's in my arms. And I've not regretted it.......yet. But don't think I will. If you're thinking about something else, you're wrong. I'm talking about my new Taylor Big Baby Guitar. Finally acquired her last night. And my, was she a beautiful looking and sounding machine. The tone. That body. That neck. And the fact that she's a Taylor sums it all.
Taylor Big Baby
Right now, I'm going to learn to play her. To touch her. To make her sing for me when and where I want her to. I will have better photo shots of her another day.
So, one problem down. Not TOO pissed off today. Still got other things pissing me off. Like for example, f***ing MSN while I'm at work. All my bloody messages just won't get through. Pisses me off when I have an urgent message to send out and it keeps failing to send and bounces back to me.
Won't be in such a good mood. Behind the fake smile and laughter lies a person controlling his anger and frustration.
BAH.
She's beautiful.
She's fair.
She's fine.
Her voice is pure bliss.
I love her a lot.
Gone to so much trouble just to get her. Lots of arguement and problems along the way. She was out of my reach but now, she's in my arms. And I've not regretted it.......yet. But don't think I will. If you're thinking about something else, you're wrong. I'm talking about my new Taylor Big Baby Guitar. Finally acquired her last night. And my, was she a beautiful looking and sounding machine. The tone. That body. That neck. And the fact that she's a Taylor sums it all.
Taylor Big Baby
Right now, I'm going to learn to play her. To touch her. To make her sing for me when and where I want her to. I will have better photo shots of her another day.
So, one problem down. Not TOO pissed off today. Still got other things pissing me off. Like for example, f***ing MSN while I'm at work. All my bloody messages just won't get through. Pisses me off when I have an urgent message to send out and it keeps failing to send and bounces back to me.
Won't be in such a good mood. Behind the fake smile and laughter lies a person controlling his anger and frustration.
BAH.
Thursday, July 03, 2008
Bad Feng Shui
I hate the everyday routine.
Every morning, it never fails to jam up in USJ and Subang Jaya area. I can leave my house half and hour til forty minutes early and still arrive at work late when the ACTUAL journey is only about 15 minutes or less (whether I choose to speed or drive casually). Wth. Something will always come up to cause the miserable and irritating traffic jam. Even the single lane leading to the Subang Airport road is jammed because some bloody buggers just HAD to use it to cut back out to Federal Highway AT THE LAST FREAKING POSSIBLE MOMENT. Miserable maggots.
And I HATE feng shui.
It's so irritating to be doing a design and it having to be subjected to the approval of a FREAKING feng shui master. What the heck la. I'm a bloody designer who looks at design and how it can be comfortable to the eyes of another person. I DON'T FREAKING CARE ABOUT FENG SHUI. I, for one, am not superstitious. I'll live life the way I see fit so long as I'm within my limits. I don't CARE how I would go around placing furnitures and things. As long as I like it, who else has a say to question what I like?
And if they like to subject designs to feng shui so much, go ask the feng shui master to design the freaking logo and etc la. Won't need to be approved also since it won't really go unchallenged.
And I so hate having to decide on things.
One minute, I'm thinking of when I can afford to get a guitar I so long wanted. Next minute, a blessing came upon me in the form of my parents, willing to buy the guitar for me. And now, there's a guitar I REAAAAAAAAALY want.
The upside is, it used to be way over my budget but a friend found a contact who's selling it cheap and almost my budget area plus gig bag and all. The downside is, there's only one more of it in stock and it's selling fast. Plus, the person funding it isn't going to disperse the budget for me in such a short period of time.
I really wanted the Taylor Big Baby but circumstances really isn't allowing me to. And I may just fall back to getting a Simon & Patrick Woodland Spruce. It may not be as good as the Big Baby but it's the lesser of two evils.
Sigh.
I hate these types of unnecessary problems.
And I'm downright pissed off right now.
Every morning, it never fails to jam up in USJ and Subang Jaya area. I can leave my house half and hour til forty minutes early and still arrive at work late when the ACTUAL journey is only about 15 minutes or less (whether I choose to speed or drive casually). Wth. Something will always come up to cause the miserable and irritating traffic jam. Even the single lane leading to the Subang Airport road is jammed because some bloody buggers just HAD to use it to cut back out to Federal Highway AT THE LAST FREAKING POSSIBLE MOMENT. Miserable maggots.
And I HATE feng shui.
It's so irritating to be doing a design and it having to be subjected to the approval of a FREAKING feng shui master. What the heck la. I'm a bloody designer who looks at design and how it can be comfortable to the eyes of another person. I DON'T FREAKING CARE ABOUT FENG SHUI. I, for one, am not superstitious. I'll live life the way I see fit so long as I'm within my limits. I don't CARE how I would go around placing furnitures and things. As long as I like it, who else has a say to question what I like?
And if they like to subject designs to feng shui so much, go ask the feng shui master to design the freaking logo and etc la. Won't need to be approved also since it won't really go unchallenged.
And I so hate having to decide on things.
One minute, I'm thinking of when I can afford to get a guitar I so long wanted. Next minute, a blessing came upon me in the form of my parents, willing to buy the guitar for me. And now, there's a guitar I REAAAAAAAAALY want.
The upside is, it used to be way over my budget but a friend found a contact who's selling it cheap and almost my budget area plus gig bag and all. The downside is, there's only one more of it in stock and it's selling fast. Plus, the person funding it isn't going to disperse the budget for me in such a short period of time.
I really wanted the Taylor Big Baby but circumstances really isn't allowing me to. And I may just fall back to getting a Simon & Patrick Woodland Spruce. It may not be as good as the Big Baby but it's the lesser of two evils.
Sigh.
I hate these types of unnecessary problems.
And I'm downright pissed off right now.
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
Heaven Knows
Have you ever cried yourself over a decision you had to make?
I did.
Right now, words can't really describe what I really feel inside. Words can merely explain how it seems to feel but it could never really describe the details of it. Feelings are complicated that way. Only my own heart and God knows how I feel. But what else can I do if my decision makes the person I love happy? Is there any other way? Loving someone is to do anything possible to see that person happy no matter how much it hurts you.
Since the decision has been made, I would try to make the best of it. Maybe it's a start over. A reset button. To try it all over again. Try not making the same mistakes I did. She may not be as close to me now as she was a mere month ago. How things can change in such a short time. And I pray that she will be with me again someday. A little too much to hope for? Or should I be like some of my friends who had given up on love?
Maybe this time around, I should be more ignorant to a lot of things. Just pretend I didn't know or I simply couldn't care less. Would it help?
I dunno. I dunno. I dunno.
*rhymes with 'dear dear dear'*
*strums guitar, singing Heaven Knows*
I did.
Right now, words can't really describe what I really feel inside. Words can merely explain how it seems to feel but it could never really describe the details of it. Feelings are complicated that way. Only my own heart and God knows how I feel. But what else can I do if my decision makes the person I love happy? Is there any other way? Loving someone is to do anything possible to see that person happy no matter how much it hurts you.
Since the decision has been made, I would try to make the best of it. Maybe it's a start over. A reset button. To try it all over again. Try not making the same mistakes I did. She may not be as close to me now as she was a mere month ago. How things can change in such a short time. And I pray that she will be with me again someday. A little too much to hope for? Or should I be like some of my friends who had given up on love?
Maybe this time around, I should be more ignorant to a lot of things. Just pretend I didn't know or I simply couldn't care less. Would it help?
I dunno. I dunno. I dunno.
*rhymes with 'dear dear dear'*
*strums guitar, singing Heaven Knows*
Trademark - Only Love
2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me
But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust
[Chorus]
I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our last goodbye
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me
But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust
[Chorus]
I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our last goodbye
Monday, June 30, 2008
Tony Rich Project - Nobody Knows It But Me
Yeah
Wish I told her how I feel
Maybe she'd be here right now
But instead
I pretend that I'm glad you went away
These four walls close in more everyday
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
Now I'm cryin' inside
And nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a-tumblin' down
I can see it so clearly
But you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely
The days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me
I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
Now I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside, and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake, its a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night
As if I thought you'd hear me
Yeah my heart is callin' you
And nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle its been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know I'll be lovin' you still
Tomorrow morning I'll hit the dusty road
Gonna find you wherever, ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart
And hope you come back to me
Wish I told her how I feel
Maybe she'd be here right now
But instead
I pretend that I'm glad you went away
These four walls close in more everyday
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
Now I'm cryin' inside
And nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a-tumblin' down
I can see it so clearly
But you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely
The days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me
I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
Now I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside, and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake, its a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night
As if I thought you'd hear me
Yeah my heart is callin' you
And nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle its been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know I'll be lovin' you still
Tomorrow morning I'll hit the dusty road
Gonna find you wherever, ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart
And hope you come back to me
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Daily Juice
Dunno why, of all days which I don't have to work, I got up at 8am in the morning. Everyone knows I'm not a morning person. But I just got up........to the sound of someone's message ringing. Lol
Anyway, first agenda of the day was going around with Tim, Kevin and Johnston to look at some guitars at Uptown and Damansara area. I am soooo out of touch with the world of guitars. Can't really tell the difference between a good sounding guitar and a normal sounding guitar. But the guitars were so nice. *drool* But sadly, I'm on a budget. If not...........
Second agenda of the day was meeting up with Jennifer and her friends in Times Square. Haven't seen her for ages except for chatting with her online. And a rare occasion to catch her while she's down in KL. Spent the day with her and her girlfriends walking around while they shop. From Times Square til Pavilion. Oooh...my aching feet. Lol. Just kidding. And this is the first time I experience following real shopaholics.
They sweep across retail stores just as fast as a swarm of locusts across a corn field. Hahaha...so evil. Just kidding le.
Chris :Hmmm...this pants material looks like........
Jenn :Carpet?
Chris :Yea..sort of.
Jenn :Uh huh
Chris :So if someone wears this and sits and scoots around on a carpet, she can electrocute someone
Jenn :Lol.
See, I so good give you blue since you like that colour. Hahaha. For those who don't understand why I said "can electrocute someone", go study more science about creating static.
The last agenda for the day was going to Jogoya (it's Jogoya, pa. Not Gojoya) for my sister's early birthday dinner treat. It's a buffet style restaurant which serves mostly oriental but also some western cuisines. For the price (RM100+ per person) I'd say it's worth it. The selection of food would spoil you. Not to even mention their choices of desserts and ice cream. They give you Haagen Daz and Baskin Robbins, okay. Don't play play. Not some cheapo ice cream brand you can't even find. For those who are thinking of going for a buffet dinner, able and willing to spend to get good varieties and have not tried Jogoya at Starhill, it's high time you did. I used to like the buffet restaurant at Sunway Hotel. But after this, I found a new haven to commit the sin of gluttony. Lol.
So now, I'm tired and full. Perfect formula to sleep, eh.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..............................
Anyway, first agenda of the day was going around with Tim, Kevin and Johnston to look at some guitars at Uptown and Damansara area. I am soooo out of touch with the world of guitars. Can't really tell the difference between a good sounding guitar and a normal sounding guitar. But the guitars were so nice. *drool* But sadly, I'm on a budget. If not...........
Second agenda of the day was meeting up with Jennifer and her friends in Times Square. Haven't seen her for ages except for chatting with her online. And a rare occasion to catch her while she's down in KL. Spent the day with her and her girlfriends walking around while they shop. From Times Square til Pavilion. Oooh...my aching feet. Lol. Just kidding. And this is the first time I experience following real shopaholics.
They sweep across retail stores just as fast as a swarm of locusts across a corn field. Hahaha...so evil. Just kidding le.
Chris :Hmmm...this pants material looks like........
Jenn :Carpet?
Chris :Yea..sort of.
Jenn :Uh huh
Chris :So if someone wears this and sits and scoots around on a carpet, she can electrocute someone
Jenn :Lol.
See, I so good give you blue since you like that colour. Hahaha. For those who don't understand why I said "can electrocute someone", go study more science about creating static.
The last agenda for the day was going to Jogoya (it's Jogoya, pa. Not Gojoya) for my sister's early birthday dinner treat. It's a buffet style restaurant which serves mostly oriental but also some western cuisines. For the price (RM100+ per person) I'd say it's worth it. The selection of food would spoil you. Not to even mention their choices of desserts and ice cream. They give you Haagen Daz and Baskin Robbins, okay. Don't play play. Not some cheapo ice cream brand you can't even find. For those who are thinking of going for a buffet dinner, able and willing to spend to get good varieties and have not tried Jogoya at Starhill, it's high time you did. I used to like the buffet restaurant at Sunway Hotel. But after this, I found a new haven to commit the sin of gluttony. Lol.
So now, I'm tired and full. Perfect formula to sleep, eh.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..............................
Friday, June 27, 2008
I don't feel like I wanna talk or think of you for the time being.
We never just talk things out. And when you have things you wanna spill out, you spill it to someone else. And I dunno what you're actually feeling or thinking.
I don't wanna cause you anymore unhappiness for now.
Sigh. Gonna need some people to keep me company for the time being. *ahem*
You know who you are. LOL
Thanks to those who gave me advise, tried comforting me and telling me things will be alright. Appreciate it a lot. Especially you, bro, who called me all the way from Aus.
Song Verse of the Day
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
Wish I can play this song on a guitar now and let my emotions run free.
We never just talk things out. And when you have things you wanna spill out, you spill it to someone else. And I dunno what you're actually feeling or thinking.
I don't wanna cause you anymore unhappiness for now.
Sigh. Gonna need some people to keep me company for the time being. *ahem*
You know who you are. LOL
Thanks to those who gave me advise, tried comforting me and telling me things will be alright. Appreciate it a lot. Especially you, bro, who called me all the way from Aus.
Song Verse of the Day
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
Wish I can play this song on a guitar now and let my emotions run free.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Strum it!!
For quite some time I've been meaning to get myself a new acoustic guitar and start learning how to play again. It always seems cool that most of the people around me can play it and I too want to be able to soothe myself with my own music.
It's been 7 years since I last played and learn so it's gonna be a little slow for me. My fingers are now stiff and no longer fast in switching chords. Hope someone can teach me how to play it again *nudges Tim and Johnston*
I've been speaking to someone who has lots of experience playing to give me suggestions for some low range, good quality guitar. I'm on a budget but I also require quality. Something within RM1500, maybe?
Here's some recommendation and some I found on my own (may not fit my budget but it sure looks cool)
Fender CD140SCE
Fender CD60SCE
Fender California Models Kingman SCE and Sonoran SCE
Epiphone AJ200SCE
Norman B20
I'm also partly doing this for someone.
Anyone else has any other recommendations or comments on these guitars? Do let me know.
It's been 7 years since I last played and learn so it's gonna be a little slow for me. My fingers are now stiff and no longer fast in switching chords. Hope someone can teach me how to play it again *nudges Tim and Johnston*
I've been speaking to someone who has lots of experience playing to give me suggestions for some low range, good quality guitar. I'm on a budget but I also require quality. Something within RM1500, maybe?
Here's some recommendation and some I found on my own (may not fit my budget but it sure looks cool)
Fender CD140SCE
Fender CD60SCE
Fender California Models Kingman SCE and Sonoran SCE
Epiphone AJ200SCE
Norman B20
I'm also partly doing this for someone.
Anyone else has any other recommendations or comments on these guitars? Do let me know.
Monday, June 23, 2008
Love Education
Love (according to the Oxford dictionary)
- warm liking or affection;sexual passion; loved person; (in games) no score; nil.
Love (according to Wikipedia)
- Love represents a range of human emotions and experiences related to the senses of affection and sexual attraction.
- The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction. This diversity of meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states.
Love - from WikiAnswers
1. Love differs from heart to heart, love can be good and can be bad. To love and be loved is the perfect ingredients to happiness but to love and not be loved will be a darkness in your soul. Being in love is like a drop of water after years of drought, it eases your souls agonies of life. Being in love is a feeling not all humans will experience. So if you have it cherish...just love it.
2. Love has never been defined since man began, so we have to use our own hearts and minds to decide. Love isn't all about looking at a good looking woman/man and hearing fireworks go off all the time. That's usually physical attraction, but it's normal at the beginning of our relationship. Love is respect, wanting to help that person in any aspect of their lives; protect them from harm's way; knowing that each other will be there 100%; feeling safe with that person; proud of being with them; sharing your hopes and dreams together; and my favorite ... feeling like you can conquer the world together! Knowing you will be together no matter what and continue on until the day you pass away. Now that's love to me!
3. Well I'm only 15 but from my opinion of love I just look at my boyfriend and I as a perfect example. Well, sometimes we argue and fight but no matter what we always find some kind of way to make up. If you love someone then you trust them, you can count on them when you need them most. Fine things mean nothing but time means everything. You should be able to tell each other everything. If you never argue then that's not love. And there really is no true definition of love because everyone feels different about the person they love. You can't just speak for everyone because what I was reading didn't make since to me and this was coming from Adults. But like i said i use me and my boyfriend as the perfect example of love in my eyes. We broke up and went back together 7x in one year and we've been together for 2 years. Right now we having our differences but believe me we will talk about this and be okay again because no one or nothing is gonna come in our way of love and no one or nothing will ever separate us.
4. Love is opening up to a person enough for them to destroy you, while trusting completely that they will not. (me like this quote)
I think I need more education on the above mentioned subject. What should be said, what should be done, etc etc etc.
Would those of you who are more experienced in this leave your comment and educate me further? Even for things you think I MAY know.
But please don't go telling me to treat my baby like a slave. Ain't gonna happen.
So, go ahead. Leave your comments. Educate me, please.
ps. This is NOT a post for you to tell your grandfather grandmother stories about what happened to your bf or gf. It's to know what love means to different people. Til now, there is no one single definition.
- warm liking or affection;
Love (according to Wikipedia)
- Love represents a range of human emotions and experiences related to the senses of affection and sexual attraction.
- The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction. This diversity of meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states.
Love - from WikiAnswers
1. Love differs from heart to heart, love can be good and can be bad. To love and be loved is the perfect ingredients to happiness but to love and not be loved will be a darkness in your soul. Being in love is like a drop of water after years of drought, it eases your souls agonies of life. Being in love is a feeling not all humans will experience. So if you have it cherish...just love it.
2. Love has never been defined since man began, so we have to use our own hearts and minds to decide. Love isn't all about looking at a good looking woman/man and hearing fireworks go off all the time. That's usually physical attraction, but it's normal at the beginning of our relationship. Love is respect, wanting to help that person in any aspect of their lives; protect them from harm's way; knowing that each other will be there 100%; feeling safe with that person; proud of being with them; sharing your hopes and dreams together; and my favorite ... feeling like you can conquer the world together! Knowing you will be together no matter what and continue on until the day you pass away. Now that's love to me!
3. Well I'm only 15 but from my opinion of love I just look at my boyfriend and I as a perfect example. Well, sometimes we argue and fight but no matter what we always find some kind of way to make up. If you love someone then you trust them, you can count on them when you need them most. Fine things mean nothing but time means everything. You should be able to tell each other everything. If you never argue then that's not love. And there really is no true definition of love because everyone feels different about the person they love. You can't just speak for everyone because what I was reading didn't make since to me and this was coming from Adults. But like i said i use me and my boyfriend as the perfect example of love in my eyes. We broke up and went back together 7x in one year and we've been together for 2 years. Right now we having our differences but believe me we will talk about this and be okay again because no one or nothing is gonna come in our way of love and no one or nothing will ever separate us.
4. Love is opening up to a person enough for them to destroy you, while trusting completely that they will not. (me like this quote)
I think I need more education on the above mentioned subject. What should be said, what should be done, etc etc etc.
Would those of you who are more experienced in this leave your comment and educate me further? Even for things you think I MAY know.
But please don't go telling me to treat my baby like a slave. Ain't gonna happen.
So, go ahead. Leave your comments. Educate me, please.
ps. This is NOT a post for you to tell your grandfather grandmother stories about what happened to your bf or gf. It's to know what love means to different people. Til now, there is no one single definition.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Oh so BORED.
For this 2 days (Thursday & Friday) I will be and am extremely bored sitting in the office.
Although I get to play computer games on my laptop or listen to songs.
But that's not the point. My bosses and some of the staff are overseas in Bangkok and did not leave any instructions or things to be completed within these 2 days. So, I'm practically just sitting there the whole day, waiting for lunch hour to arrive and after lunch, waiting to go home.
Sigh.
Oh. And I get to blog from my office. But it's so early in the day and nothing has happened yet. What the hell am I going to blog about??
Maybe I should just sleep there. No CCTV cameras to capture the moment.
Oh, and about the blog name thing, I've been meaning to change it since.....I lost count. So now it has been changed. It has a new name and a new blog address. Those of you who had linked me and STILL wish to continue reading my blog, do update your link.
And congrats to you if you DID manage to get to this blog in the first place. LOL
Although I get to play computer games on my laptop or listen to songs.
But that's not the point. My bosses and some of the staff are overseas in Bangkok and did not leave any instructions or things to be completed within these 2 days. So, I'm practically just sitting there the whole day, waiting for lunch hour to arrive and after lunch, waiting to go home.
Sigh.
Oh. And I get to blog from my office. But it's so early in the day and nothing has happened yet. What the hell am I going to blog about??
Maybe I should just sleep there. No CCTV cameras to capture the moment.
Oh, and about the blog name thing, I've been meaning to change it since.....I lost count. So now it has been changed. It has a new name and a new blog address. Those of you who had linked me and STILL wish to continue reading my blog, do update your link.
And congrats to you if you DID manage to get to this blog in the first place. LOL
For a long time I've liked Bon Jovi's songs. Their classic rock rocks (pardon the pun) and some of the songs are preppy and some hits me at the right spots.
Bon Jovi
"Open All Night"
I saw you coming from a mile away
Trying to hide behind that pretty face
Bet my last dollar baby you been bruised
Poor little heart all black 'n' blue
Last thing you need's another pickup line
You must have heard them all a thousand times
God only knows what you been through
Believe me I've been broken too
It aches, it breaks, it takes your breath away
I've been around that block a time or two
[Chorus:]
Baby, I don't want to fall in love with you
I try, try, try but I can't get around the truth
Please don't say my name, give this heart a break
I don't want to make the same mistake but it's too late
I'll leave on the light
These arms are open all night
I got your taste in the back of my mouth
I want to reach in and pull it out
And I'd be lying if I didn't say
When you're this close I'm afraid
Of the way I'll feel if I touch your hair
The way I'll miss you when you're not there
And that I'll see you when I close my eyes
It's too late, I've crossed that line
It aches, it breaks, it takes your breath away
I'll still be around come closing time
[Chorus:]
[Guitar solo]
It's 2 am, it's last call, baby.
The barkeep's gone, I'll walk you home now
Save me, baby
[Chorus:]
"You Had Me From Hello"
At the mirror you fix your hair and put your makeup on
You're insecure about what clothes to wear
I can't see nothing wrong
To me you look so beautiful when you can't make up your mind
It's half past eight, it's getting late
It's OK, take your time
Standing here my hands in my pockets
Like I have a thousand times
Thinking back it took one breath
One word to change my life
[Chorus:]
The first time I saw you it felt like coming home
If I never told you I just want you to know
You had me from hello
When we walk into a crowded room it's like we're all alone
Everybody tries to kidnap your attention
You just smile and steal the show
You come to me and take my hand
We start dancin' slow
You put your lips up to my ear and whisper way down low
[Chorus:]
And when you're laying down beside me
I feel your heartbeat to remind me...
[Chorus:]
From hello
From hello
I'm extremely bored now. Waiting for lunch only. LOL
Bon Jovi
"Open All Night"
I saw you coming from a mile away
Trying to hide behind that pretty face
Bet my last dollar baby you been bruised
Poor little heart all black 'n' blue
Last thing you need's another pickup line
You must have heard them all a thousand times
God only knows what you been through
Believe me I've been broken too
It aches, it breaks, it takes your breath away
I've been around that block a time or two
[Chorus:]
Baby, I don't want to fall in love with you
I try, try, try but I can't get around the truth
Please don't say my name, give this heart a break
I don't want to make the same mistake but it's too late
I'll leave on the light
These arms are open all night
I got your taste in the back of my mouth
I want to reach in and pull it out
And I'd be lying if I didn't say
When you're this close I'm afraid
Of the way I'll feel if I touch your hair
The way I'll miss you when you're not there
And that I'll see you when I close my eyes
It's too late, I've crossed that line
It aches, it breaks, it takes your breath away
I'll still be around come closing time
[Chorus:]
[Guitar solo]
It's 2 am, it's last call, baby.
The barkeep's gone, I'll walk you home now
Save me, baby
[Chorus:]
"You Had Me From Hello"
At the mirror you fix your hair and put your makeup on
You're insecure about what clothes to wear
I can't see nothing wrong
To me you look so beautiful when you can't make up your mind
It's half past eight, it's getting late
It's OK, take your time
Standing here my hands in my pockets
Like I have a thousand times
Thinking back it took one breath
One word to change my life
[Chorus:]
The first time I saw you it felt like coming home
If I never told you I just want you to know
You had me from hello
When we walk into a crowded room it's like we're all alone
Everybody tries to kidnap your attention
You just smile and steal the show
You come to me and take my hand
We start dancin' slow
You put your lips up to my ear and whisper way down low
[Chorus:]
And when you're laying down beside me
I feel your heartbeat to remind me...
[Chorus:]
From hello
From hello
I'm extremely bored now. Waiting for lunch only. LOL
Jonas Brothers
"When You Look Me In The Eyes"
If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,I
can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go.
When you look me in the eyes.
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh
I'm so bored at work.
"When You Look Me In The Eyes"
If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,I
can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go.
When you look me in the eyes.
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh
I'm so bored at work.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
I said I love you
I don't know why but no matter how many times I listen to this song, I still don't get tired of it.
It isn't anything great and it's just slow and not really singing.
I Said I Love You
Baby come to me
I will chase your tears away
Put your trust in me
Girl I swear Ill never change
Darling you will see
That my love is here to stay
I promise you, I will be true
From here and now, forever girl I
I said I love you
I said I care
When I tell you I love you
It means I always will be there
Ill never leave you
I ain't going nowhere
When I tell you I love you
Cross my heart I will be there
Open up your heart
Don't be afraid to love again
We can take it slow
You should know I understand
Baby take your time
And I don't care how long it takes
cause I promise you, I'm here for you
From here and now, forever girl I
Chorus
And I will be there
(and I will be there for you)
Forever sincere to you
(girl I'll always care for you)
I just wanna share my life with you
Right here, right now, forever girl I
Oh. And I'm blogging from work. LOL
It isn't anything great and it's just slow and not really singing.
I Said I Love You
Baby come to me
I will chase your tears away
Put your trust in me
Girl I swear Ill never change
Darling you will see
That my love is here to stay
I promise you, I will be true
From here and now, forever girl I
I said I love you
I said I care
When I tell you I love you
It means I always will be there
Ill never leave you
I ain't going nowhere
When I tell you I love you
Cross my heart I will be there
Open up your heart
Don't be afraid to love again
We can take it slow
You should know I understand
Baby take your time
And I don't care how long it takes
cause I promise you, I'm here for you
From here and now, forever girl I
Chorus
And I will be there
(and I will be there for you)
Forever sincere to you
(girl I'll always care for you)
I just wanna share my life with you
Right here, right now, forever girl I
Oh. And I'm blogging from work. LOL
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Ladies and Gentlemen, I present to you.....the new blog post of 2008!
*audience clap* *cuts red string*
Remember the last time i said "finally back to blogging"?
Well,I'm going to say the same again now. It's kinda good to be back. A place for me to throw my inner feelings.
The last time I blogged was earlier this year and it's been 6 months now. As usual, lots of things happened along the way and there were ups and downs.
First of, my 'actual' years of being in TOA has finally ended. The sad part is, I still have a term and a subject to complete to obtain my diploma. sigh. Now I think i regret dropping the subject. But I didn't expect something.
Secondly, I got a job right after graduation exhibition. A company called me up for an interview and I got the job. That was the unexpected something. So now I'm dividing my time between studying and working.
Third, attended my first Church Camp at Fraser's Pine Resort. Had a fun time there and a good fellowship with my church members since I don't really know a lot of them yet. It was mostly wet up there and it's not as cold as I expected unless I got wet when it rains.
*audience clap* *cuts red string*
Remember the last time i said "finally back to blogging"?
Well,I'm going to say the same again now. It's kinda good to be back. A place for me to throw my inner feelings.
The last time I blogged was earlier this year and it's been 6 months now. As usual, lots of things happened along the way and there were ups and downs.
First of, my 'actual' years of being in TOA has finally ended. The sad part is, I still have a term and a subject to complete to obtain my diploma. sigh. Now I think i regret dropping the subject. But I didn't expect something.
Secondly, I got a job right after graduation exhibition. A company called me up for an interview and I got the job. That was the unexpected something. So now I'm dividing my time between studying and working.
Third, attended my first Church Camp at Fraser's Pine Resort. Had a fun time there and a good fellowship with my church members since I don't really know a lot of them yet. It was mostly wet up there and it's not as cold as I expected unless I got wet when it rains.
Thursday, January 03, 2008
Finally back to blogging
Wow.It's been another long spell of laying off from blogging.
And boy do I have a lot of grandfather stories to write about.LOL
The New Year has just arrived and I bid farewell to a bitter 2007.And since it will be long,I think I'll just summarize the whole year's events in points.
1. Got into a relationship
2. Came out of a relationship
3. Excited about last year of college
4. Celebrated 21st birthday in TGI Fridays for the first time and I have to forget the memory
5. Started going for church cell and eventually service
6. Baptized in the spirit and found God's love
7. Rekindled with old friends a lot
8. Excited that Lionel has returned from Australia on holiday
9. Sakai-ed a lot with friends during the holidays
10. Found new friends
11. Celebrated Christmas for the 1st time with Christ in my heart
12. Attended a youth camp for the 1st time and it was awesome
13. Celebrated new year's eve countdown by not counting down for the 1st time
14. Watched movie during new year's eve countdown
15. Stressed out brain from college work
16. Found a hilarious comedian ventriloquist named Jeff Dunham
17. Gained weight (FINAAAALLLLIIIII!!!)
18. Had someone to celebrate Valentines with after about 4 years.
This would be the basic things that had happened during the past year.Some sweet memories and some bitter.Some meant to be kept and some forgotten.But mostly,there were loads of good memories which will be treasured for many years to come.
The best of all memories would be accepting Christ as my personal saviour.I've learned of God's love for men when He gave His only son.And as for why I accepted Christ,that's another long and deep story.But I'm glad I did and had not regretted it.
The highlight of the past year would mostly be being with friends.They're there when I need them and even when I don't need them,they're still there by my side.Those are true friends.Ones you can't buy with money and they're irreplaceable.
Therefore,not much regrets on my part for the past year and I hope the new year would be filled with new beginnings and new directions and new aims.
It kicks off with a camping trip organized by the Fifty Five Batch in college and I'm supposed to be resting now.LOL.Screw it.I sleep late always.
Til the next time I blog.
And boy do I have a lot of grandfather stories to write about.LOL
The New Year has just arrived and I bid farewell to a bitter 2007.And since it will be long,I think I'll just summarize the whole year's events in points.
1. Got into a relationship
2. Came out of a relationship
3. Excited about last year of college
4. Celebrated 21st birthday in TGI Fridays for the first time and I have to forget the memory
5. Started going for church cell and eventually service
6. Baptized in the spirit and found God's love
7. Rekindled with old friends a lot
8. Excited that Lionel has returned from Australia on holiday
9. Sakai-ed a lot with friends during the holidays
10. Found new friends
11. Celebrated Christmas for the 1st time with Christ in my heart
12. Attended a youth camp for the 1st time and it was awesome
13. Celebrated new year's eve countdown by not counting down for the 1st time
14. Watched movie during new year's eve countdown
15. Stressed out brain from college work
16. Found a hilarious comedian ventriloquist named Jeff Dunham
17. Gained weight (FINAAAALLLLIIIII!!!)
18. Had someone to celebrate Valentines with after about 4 years.
This would be the basic things that had happened during the past year.Some sweet memories and some bitter.Some meant to be kept and some forgotten.But mostly,there were loads of good memories which will be treasured for many years to come.
The best of all memories would be accepting Christ as my personal saviour.I've learned of God's love for men when He gave His only son.And as for why I accepted Christ,that's another long and deep story.But I'm glad I did and had not regretted it.
The highlight of the past year would mostly be being with friends.They're there when I need them and even when I don't need them,they're still there by my side.Those are true friends.Ones you can't buy with money and they're irreplaceable.
Therefore,not much regrets on my part for the past year and I hope the new year would be filled with new beginnings and new directions and new aims.
It kicks off with a camping trip organized by the Fifty Five Batch in college and I'm supposed to be resting now.LOL.Screw it.I sleep late always.
Til the next time I blog.
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Restricted Area.Keep Out.
I recently found a website where we can check the rating (aka censorship board stuff) of our blogs.
The programme is kinda cool though but may throw you off balance a little.
The programme rates your blog based on these following words.
hurt (4x)
shit (2x)
crap (1x)
The more of these words you have,the worse your blog's rating will be.
And thus,my blog rating is...
The programme is kinda cool though but may throw you off balance a little.
The programme rates your blog based on these following words.
hurt (4x)
shit (2x)
crap (1x)
The more of these words you have,the worse your blog's rating will be.
And thus,my blog rating is...
So,imagine if I would to type this sentence in:
"Today,I fell down on the floor,scratched my elbow a little and got a weeetle blood.I got HURT."
BAMMM!!!
Sigh.
So sad.I'm a restricted content.
Saturday, July 07, 2007
Joyful day and a LOL
Wow.
I finally experienced my first time being in a church cell group.And man,was it fun.
The songs were great (although I'm not a Christian,still can enjoy good songs,right?) and there were lots of laughter and jokes with people I've just been acquainted with.
Got along just fine and met a lot of really friendly and funny friends.
And when I got home,something made me laugh even louder than during cell group meeting.
It was a bulletin post posted by a certain someone regarding a true boyfriend.
It's not that I do not agree with the points stated in the bulletin post but rather,the person who was posting it.Such a laugh and a half for her to even be able to judge a true boyfriend.
She probably wouldn't notice or appreciate that person if he was standing in front of her 24/7.
Oh God,I'm still rolling on the floor because of it.
I finally experienced my first time being in a church cell group.And man,was it fun.
The songs were great (although I'm not a Christian,still can enjoy good songs,right?) and there were lots of laughter and jokes with people I've just been acquainted with.
Got along just fine and met a lot of really friendly and funny friends.
And when I got home,something made me laugh even louder than during cell group meeting.
It was a bulletin post posted by a certain someone regarding a true boyfriend.
It's not that I do not agree with the points stated in the bulletin post but rather,the person who was posting it.Such a laugh and a half for her to even be able to judge a true boyfriend.
She probably wouldn't notice or appreciate that person if he was standing in front of her 24/7.
Oh God,I'm still rolling on the floor because of it.
Sunday, June 03, 2007
Goodbye
It seems I had misjudge the person who was supposed to take the most important seat in my life.Not misjudged in a good way but instead,in a bad way.
All my love life,I thought that being in love with someone is to give everything you've got in the relationship.I guess maybe I was wrong.Maybe not all girls appreciate it.Or maybe it's just one person.
I always said that being in a relationship requires effort and hardwork.Was I right or maybe I was just dreaming.Just my imagination of what is required of a relationship?Is it based on things other than understanding,love,care and tolerance?
When a loved one isn't assured,do we need to reassure them of the relationship or just let them ponder as they wish and start arguing if what imagination we have isn't all pleasant?Some people just give up when things take a slope and starts to get boring.Instead of saying "we should work things out and try to carry on", they say "I think it's best for YOU to let go."Yes,YOU.How sure are people that your partner wants to let go just yet?Have we even tried our part enough to assume the other half had had enough of it?
It's so ironic.And especially a person who listens to God's words to have Faith and to Forgive and Forget.We hear it a lot but somehow,some people never practice it.What a shame to God to have to preach His words to people who do not bother to follow.
I'm sorry that I've touched on religion but I really find these words to be some of the most meaningful words in my heart.Especially when it comes to relationship.And there,are some people who wrote a blog post on Love before,without even exploring and knowing the true meaning of it.
If given love is not appreciated,I shall simply take it back and give it to someone else who needs,appreciate and would keep it forever.I apologise to those of you who tried to give me faith and who told me to hold on and not give up hope.And thanks to Samantha who told me to follow my heart,although now,this isn't what my heart really wants.
Goodbye to you.
Tears won't even flow.
All my love life,I thought that being in love with someone is to give everything you've got in the relationship.I guess maybe I was wrong.Maybe not all girls appreciate it.Or maybe it's just one person.
I always said that being in a relationship requires effort and hardwork.Was I right or maybe I was just dreaming.Just my imagination of what is required of a relationship?Is it based on things other than understanding,love,care and tolerance?
When a loved one isn't assured,do we need to reassure them of the relationship or just let them ponder as they wish and start arguing if what imagination we have isn't all pleasant?Some people just give up when things take a slope and starts to get boring.Instead of saying "we should work things out and try to carry on", they say "I think it's best for YOU to let go."Yes,YOU.How sure are people that your partner wants to let go just yet?Have we even tried our part enough to assume the other half had had enough of it?
It's so ironic.And especially a person who listens to God's words to have Faith and to Forgive and Forget.We hear it a lot but somehow,some people never practice it.What a shame to God to have to preach His words to people who do not bother to follow.
I'm sorry that I've touched on religion but I really find these words to be some of the most meaningful words in my heart.Especially when it comes to relationship.And there,are some people who wrote a blog post on Love before,without even exploring and knowing the true meaning of it.
If given love is not appreciated,I shall simply take it back and give it to someone else who needs,appreciate and would keep it forever.I apologise to those of you who tried to give me faith and who told me to hold on and not give up hope.And thanks to Samantha who told me to follow my heart,although now,this isn't what my heart really wants.
Goodbye to you.
Tears won't even flow.
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