It seems I had misjudge the person who was supposed to take the most important seat in my life.Not misjudged in a good way but instead,in a bad way.
All my love life,I thought that being in love with someone is to give everything you've got in the relationship.I guess maybe I was wrong.Maybe not all girls appreciate it.Or maybe it's just one person.
I always said that being in a relationship requires effort and hardwork.Was I right or maybe I was just dreaming.Just my imagination of what is required of a relationship?Is it based on things other than understanding,love,care and tolerance?
When a loved one isn't assured,do we need to reassure them of the relationship or just let them ponder as they wish and start arguing if what imagination we have isn't all pleasant?Some people just give up when things take a slope and starts to get boring.Instead of saying "we should work things out and try to carry on", they say "I think it's best for YOU to let go."Yes,YOU.How sure are people that your partner wants to let go just yet?Have we even tried our part enough to assume the other half had had enough of it?
It's so ironic.And especially a person who listens to God's words to have Faith and to Forgive and Forget.We hear it a lot but somehow,some people never practice it.What a shame to God to have to preach His words to people who do not bother to follow.
I'm sorry that I've touched on religion but I really find these words to be some of the most meaningful words in my heart.Especially when it comes to relationship.And there,are some people who wrote a blog post on Love before,without even exploring and knowing the true meaning of it.
If given love is not appreciated,I shall simply take it back and give it to someone else who needs,appreciate and would keep it forever.I apologise to those of you who tried to give me faith and who told me to hold on and not give up hope.And thanks to Samantha who told me to follow my heart,although now,this isn't what my heart really wants.
Goodbye to you.
Tears won't even flow.
Sunday, June 03, 2007
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2 comments:
i may not be the best person on earth to comment about love and relationships, because i've never truly experienced one before, but i don't think that she never appreciated that you loved her..i'm sure she had pleasant times and memories being with you..but i think, if i'm not mistaken, that she'd probably had a hard time too..not having permission and sneaking out at time as you said..letting go is a way of loving as well..and yes, what a shame that some people don't bother following what God teaches..BUT that never means He's going to give up on us..He doesn't HAVE to, but He WANTS to..so, what i can offer you is an advice so simple and so real that someone once told me: no doubt you feel pain now, but you DID have some really great memories right? so keep the good memories, learn to let them make you smile again and let go of the hurting ones.. i know Chris is going to come back stronger, wiser and fuller of life again .. :)
well,wat u said is quite true..
but unfortunately,the story goes much more complicated than wat is mentioned here...and i do mean,very much more complicated..
and thanks Jules,yes i will come back stronger..already did..to conquer this last 3 terms of TOA before we embark on to graduation...
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